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I once was lost…

“Today, if you are reading this and you have been marginalised, belittled, ostracised, or left out in the cold; if you have made mistakes, hurt others, or hurt yourself; if you have walked away from relationships, said harsh words, or behaved badly; if you are continually hijacked by inappropriate or disturbing thoughts, desires, or feelings; if you feel undeserving, a lack of self-worth, or that you are unlovable; then hear the message of Jesus — that God loves you, has come to you, and wants you to find your home in them.” Rev Gav, 2022

Daily Prayers

Morning Prayer

Your love, O Lord, is never ending
and your mercies endure forever.
They are new every morning.
Great is your faithfulness!

The night has passed, and the day lies open before me,
and so, at the dawn of this new day, I come before you
with an open heart and ready to be filled with your love.

As I rejoice in the gift of this new day,
so may the light of your presence, O God,
set my heart on fire with love for you.
Fill me with your life-giving Spirit
that I might be Jesus to all I meet
and a vessel for your unending love.

Loving God, who abides in heaven,
you are the Father and Mother of us all.
May your holiness be declared,
your justice be observed,
your will be embraced,
and your sovereignty be established
on earth as in heaven.
With the bread we need for today, feed us.
In the hurts we absorb from one another, forgive us.
In times of temptation and testing, strengthen us.
From trials too great to endure, spare us.
And from the grip of all that is evil, free us.
For the kin-dom, the power,
and the glory are yours
now and for ever.

Prayed 74 times.

Afternoon Prayer

Where can I go from your spirit?
Where can I flee from your presence?
If I ascend into heaven, you are there.
If I make my bed in the depths, you are there.
If I ride the wings of the morning
and dwell by the farthest oceans,
even there your hand shall lead me,
and your right hand shall hold me fast.

Holy God,
kindle in me the fire of your love
that I may bring warmth to the world.
May I be led from death to life,
from falsehood to truth;
from despair to hope,
from fear to trust;
from hate to love,
from war to peace.
And may I be so anointed with your Spirit
that I may be filled with both your peace and joy,
and live and work to your praise and glory.

For all that has past I thank you
and for all that lies ahead I give you praise.
May my eyes be open to see you
in all whom I serve and encounter.

Help me be Jesus to the world.
Help me be your hands and your feet.
Help me have your heart for the broken-hearted.
Help me be Jesus to a world
that needs you more than words can tell.
Help me be Jesus to the world.

And may the grace of our Lord Jesus Christ,
the love of God, and the fellowship of the Holy Spirit,
be with me and all those I hold dear,
Now and for evermore.

Prayed 30 times.

Evening Prayer

Be still and know that I am God.
I will be exalted among the nations.
I will be honoured in the earth.

Loving God,
As this day draws to a close
may I know your grace, mercy, and peace.
Cleanse my heart and mind
of all anxiety, weariness, and pain,
and in the stillness,
may I know your loving presence.

As I reflect on my day,
I give you thanks for all that has been done
And let go of all that has not been done,
handing it over to you
to make good that which I am unable.

For the love I have shared, I am grateful.
For provision and nurture, I am grateful.
For kindness given, I am grateful.
For the sorrow I have caused, I pray for forgiveness.
For injustices ignored, I ask for mercy.

As I look forward to this night
I cast my fears upon you –
fears of the world’s darkness
and fears in my inner being.
May I find my rest in you.

May the peace of your Spirit
that transcends all understanding
fill me and all those I love and hold dear.

Tomorrow is a new day
with new joys and new possibilities.
May I wake tomorrow
feeling refreshed, expectant, joyful,
and with a heart full of your love.

My soul proclaims the greatness of the Lord,
and my spirit rejoices in God my Saviour.

For you are with me,
now and always.

Prayed 19 times.

Night Prayer

Come to me, all you who are weary and burdened,
and I will give you rest.
Take my yoke upon you and learn from me,
for I am gentle and humble in heart,
and you will find rest for your souls.
For my yoke is easy and my burden is light.

Holy God,
Into your hands I commend my spirit.
Keep me as the apple of your eye.
and hide me under the shadow of your wings.
Protect my conscious and my unconscious,
and guard me as I sleep this night
that my dreams will be filled with hope
and my rest be in your loving arms.

Spirit, in whom I live and move and have my being,
from you, nothing is hidden.
Breathe into me your cleansing wind
that I may be filled with your unending love.

Before the ending of the day,
Creator of the world, we pray
That you, with steadfast love, would keep
Your watch around us while we sleep.

From evil dreams defend our sight,
From fears and terrors of the night;
Tread underfoot our deadly foe
That we no sinful thought may know.

O Father, that we ask be done
Through Jesus Christ, your only Son;
And Holy Spirit, by whose breath
Our souls are raised to life from death.

Jesus Christ,
I cast my burdens unto you,
and ask that my soul might be refreshed as I sleep.
For I am yours and you are mine.
Now and forever.

Prayed 38 times.

Daily Bread

Our weekday devotion.

Rev Gav | Dec 13

Shhhh!

The way of Christ is not the way of shining lights, dazzle, and glory.

As they were coming down the mountain, Jesus ordered them, “Tell no one about the vision until after the Son of Man has been raised from the dead.” And the disciples asked him, “Why, then, do the scribes say that Elijah must come first?” He replied, “Elijah is indeed coming and will restore all things, but I tell you that Elijah has already come, and they did not recognize him, but they did to him whatever they pleased. So also the Son of Man is about to suffer at their hands.” Then the disciples understood that he was speaking to them about John the Baptist.

I remember, once, being in a ‘green room’ at the BBC with three celebrities: Ricky Gervais, Jonathon Ross, and the singer Estelle, and I was pretty awestruck! What is it about celebrities that make us feel this way?

Jesus had just been transfigured (where, up a mountain, he turned radiant white and was joined by Elijah and Moses) and the disciples had heard the very voice of God. As they came down the mountain Jesus ordered his disciples, Peter, James, and John, not to tell anyone.

What??? They had just had the most thrilling mountain-top, life-changing experience and they had to keep their traps shut? Really? Why?

Perhaps the three disciples needed time to process and understand its significance? In their discussion, Jesus dropped a bombshell by telling them to say nothing until he (the Son of Man) had been raised from the dead, and the disciples seem to completely miss this by asking questions about Elijah coming first and who this might be.

Certainly, the disciples had not grasped that Jesus had to go the humbling way of the cross and death, and the glorious transfiguration probably had them looking at each other, nodding, and saying, “Yes! Now this is a Jesus I can get behind!” Perhaps too, it was because it was to prevent them being ‘set aside’ as the special ones admitted to the intimate transfiguration party?

Either way, the mountain-top experience for these three disciples was to be kept on the quiet, but it gave those disciples a window into who Jesus was, and over time, they would come to comprehend that the way of Christ was not the way of shining lights, dazzle, and glory.

We are culturally conditioned to be attracted to bright shiny things, including those who are successful, popular, and famous, and this story is a reminder for us to be cautious when we see preachers or leaders standing on stages under bright lights or mega churches making slick social media commercials. Someone seeking to be in the media limelight with the focus on themselves is likely to be on the wrong track because we know that the way of Christ is one of humility and servanthood.

The questions for us are, who do we follow? To whom are we ‘attracted’? To what kind of church do we belong? How do we get over being ‘awestruck’ by pastors or church leaders and get a right perspective?

Photo by Kristina Flour on Unsplash

Holy God
Though your Son,
Jesus Christ,
is the King of Glory,
help me remember
that the path he walked
was one of humility
and suffering.
Help me to discern
which churches and leaders
speak your truth
and follow in your ways.
Now and forever.

Prayed 9 times.